Who Do I Love More?

Just An Ordinary Girl Living Out Her Dreams.

I will answer them if I get any.

  • A: Age.
  • B: Where I'm from.
  • C: Where I would like to live.
  • D: Favourite food.
  • E: Religion.
  • F: Sexual orientation.
  • G: Single/taken.
  • H: Favourite book.
  • I: Eye colour.
  • J: Favourite movie.
  • K: Favourite TV show.
  • L: Favourite band/singer.
  • M: Random fact about me.
  • N: Favorite day of the year.
  • O: Favourite colour.
  • P: If I have any pets; if so, their names.
  • Q: What I'm listening to right now.
  • R: Last movie I've watched.
  • S: What's my ringtone.
  • T: Favourite male character from a TV show.
  • U: Favourite female character from a TV show.
  • V: What my name means.
  • W: Favourite superhero.
  • X: Celebrity crush.
  • Y: My birthday.
  • Z: Ever self-harmed?


I was looking through old pictures, and awwwwwwww

diggysimmons: And I ain’t sharing…
Lol Oh my God ! Am I the only one that constantly worries about this boy !? 😂😂😂

Chapter 57


"Iight man.. Who is she and how’d you meet her?" Spin finally said, after we stared at Roger for over 15 minutes smirking at his phone.

"What you talkin bout?" He asked.

"Come on son.." I laughed. "Me, of all people, knows what that look on yo face is for.." He chuckled. "Now who is she?"

"Iight.." He sighed. "Her name is Sara.. We’ve been seeing each other for bout a week and a half now."

"Where’d you meet her?" Spin asked.

"At the park.." He said. "You know, trynna build my strength back up.." We nodded. "We just kinda ran into each other, we talked, and I took her back to my crib.." Spin laughed.

"Trynna hit it and quit it, I see.." Spin & I laughed. "Isn’t that what got you jumped the last time?"

"Ha ha.." He shook my head. "She kinda flip the scrip on me." He shrugged. "I decided to give it a shot.."

"What are you guys over here talkin about?" Dominique asked as she walked up.

"Roger and his new girl.." I said.

"Well I feel sorry for her.." I laughed. Roger shoved her. "I’m not lying and don’t push me, I don’t need Dig laughing at me.." He laughed. "Don’t laugh…this is serious! You see how high these are..?" She showed us the heels she had on.

"In that case.." I shoved her. She gripped my hand & arm.

DANIEL!!" She gasped. I laughed. "I hate you oh so much!"

"Aww.. So you do love me." I smiled. She rolled her eyes.

"Can we go now?" She asked. I smirked.

"Yeah, let’s go.." I got up. "Wait…you not gon change?"

"Yes..I just wanted you to get up first." She smiled & walked off.

I walked with Dominique into her dressing room & watched her get dressed. I must admit, she has her shy moments but it’s nothing I can’t break. I’d stare her down, licking and biting my lips. I love making her blush & get nervous.

"Stop that!!" She shoved me into the couch. I pulled her with me. "AHH!" She screamed. "Let me go Daniel! Right now!" I pinned her down onto the couch & stared into her eyes. "So you just gon stare at me or are you gonna do something?" I licked my lips. "Danny.."

"Don’t call me that.."

"Then let me go so I can finish getting dressed."

"You lucky I let you keep your underwear on.." I smirked. "I’d prefer you naked."

"Oh my God!" She laughed. "Daniel, would you please let me go!?" I let her go.

"Only cause you said please." I smiled. She rolled her eyes and got up.

"Asshole.." She murmured as she walked off. I pulled her back.

"Heard that.." I whispered in her eyes & kissed her neck.

"Would ya stop!" She pushed my back. "I’m ready to go and my feet are killin me. I just wanna lay down and possibly take a nap.."

"If that’s how you feel.." I chuckled and let her go.

"Thank you." She said and got dressed.


I swear Diggy could be a pain sometimes, but he’s my pain unfortunately & I love him oh so much. Once we left, we went to get something to eat… I was kinda hungry too. Besides, even if I wasn’t hungry & I say, let’s get something to eat, he’d go anyway. I just got him like that…

When we finally got back to the hotel, I went straight to sleep. I wasn’t playing no games, I was so tired & this bed feel too damn comfortable.


"What is it Daniel?" The words barely came out.

"Wake up.."


"So you don’t wanna see Kae??"

"I just saw her, not too long ago.." I sighed. Still with my eyes shut.

"Dee, that was almost five hours ago.." He chuckled. I opened my eyes & jumped up.

"Five what?" I yelled. He laughed. "My naps are usually two hours… Where the hell five come from?"

"You were really tired.."

"Okay.." I sighed & got up, sleepily walking into the bathroom.

"You know.." Dig said, walking in. "I’ve never seen your real hair this whole time we been together.." I giggled.

"What made you think about that?"

"Cause your hair isn’t messy.." We laughed.

"I don’t know.." I shrugged. "And you won’t."

"Why not?"

"Cause I hate my hair and it’s fuckin short.." I sighed.

"How short?" He asked, so anxious.

"It barely touches my shoulders.." I looked at my hair in the mirror. "I just might get box braids next.." I smiled to myself.

While I was in the bathroom, I washed my face then pushed Diggy out so I could pee. I suddenly had to go very bad. As we walked to the lobby and out of the front door of the hotel, paparazzi spotted us and was taking pictures like crazy. It was ridiculous.

Once we, we as in Spin, Roger, Perry, Dig’s Bodyguard Derek, Diggy & I, finally got into the car that was waiting for us. We were driven to Chris & Kae’s house, we had to change out cars cause paparazzi was following us. But when we got there, Kae was overly excited. She was smiling so hard.

"I ain’t even finna waste no time!!" Kae exclaimed excitedly.

"What’re you talkin about?" I laughed. She reached down on the ground and pull up a canvas of a girl posing on it. Wait…that girl’s me! I gasped.

"Oh my Godddd!!" I squealed. "No wayyyy!! How’d you get that printed off so fast??" I turned to Dig & Chris. "Oh my God, that’s me!" They laughed.

"You look nice.." Dig smirked. I smiled & turned to Kae.

"My producer loved your energy, the vibe you had going throughout the whole set.." My eyes widened. "He said you have great potential in your future." She slid a document across the table & smiled. "What d’ya say?" I smiled, then screamed on the top of my lungs. She laughed. "I’ll take that as a yes.."

"Hell yeahhh!!" I laughed.

"Ready to get this contact signed..?"

"Where’s a pen!?" I exclaimed. Everyone laughed. "Oh my God, this is the best day!"

"Baby calm down.." Dig laughed. "Take a seat.." I sat down & attempted to steady my breathing.

I grabbed the contact from the table and started reading over it. Making sure they don’t try and rule over me or anything, see if they’re being far, how my working conditions are, my salary, all that good stuff.

As I was skimming through the contact, just incase I miss something before I signed it, I saw it. Damnit, I have to be here in LA. This is just perfect! The whole plan was to have everything going good and stuff for me so after graduation, I’d move to New Jersey and further pursue my dreams there with Diggy.

"I can’t.." I said sadly and sat back in my chair.

"And why the hell not?" Kae, Dig, Chris yelled.

"Because this says I’ll be working in LA… I live in Texas for crying out loud, then after graduation I’m moving to New Jersey.." I sighed.

"You’re moving to Jersey?" Diggy smiled.

"Yeah.." I smiled back. "I got accepted into a few collages and the only one close to there is Pennsylvania.."

"Congratulations!" Karrueche squealed as she jumped up and hugged me.

"Thanks.." I laughed. "Besides, I gotta keep a eye on this one." I tilted my head at Diggy. He laughed.

"Now you know I wouldn’t hurt you on propose.." He joked.

"I know, but still.. Never know what other celebrity you might kiss next.." I joked. He walked over to kiss me.

"Besides you?" He joked again. I shoved him.

"Oh whatever." I smiled.


So upset I couldn’t go to LA with Dominique for her photo shoot, I bet it was fun. She ain’t call me all week. Jake’s home in Milwaukee for awhile then back to the studio and stuff, in LA. My life is so boring right now!!

"Why couldn’t I go with Dominique!?" I said out loud. "You people are boringgggg!!!" I whined.

"Thanks Briana.." My mama shook her head. I laughed a little.

"Sorry Mama, I’m just speakin the truth. We ain’t did nothing all week, we haven’t gone anywhere… Nothing!"

"Cause you always gon with Jacob.." Zion said.

"No I’m not.." I protested.

"Yes you are Bri.." Mama said. "Either him or Dominique, or them both. Maybe even the whole gang.."

"Nahh.." I laughed.

"Don’t lie!" Mama & Zion laughed.

I’m not gonna lie, I’d rather be with Dominique or Jacob right now. I just know Dominique gonna be a model, a successful one at that, and I really wanna meet Jake’s mom in person. She’s so sweet and she really likes me. I enjoy being liked. Lol

Right now I’m home, bored outta my fuckin mind. I just wanna go somewhere! The mall is played out, can’t go out to eat & to the movies everyday, and on top of all that…I’m grounded. Just glad I get to keep my phone. THANK GOD!

"And tell me again why you’re grounded?" Dominique asked as she yelled through the phone.

"I can’t say.."

"And why the hell not!?"

"Cause you’ll get happy.."

"What?" She laughed. "Briana tell meeee!!!!"

"Okay.." I sighed. "I curse my step-dad out cause he pissed me off." She laughed again.

"I would’ve done more than cuss his ass out..I would’ve grabbed a knife!" She said. Doesn’t make no sense how much she hates my step-dad. "Serves him right though.."

"Yeah.." I laughed a little. "What y’all doing?"

"Chillin at Chris’ house.." She said. "I just signed my contact and we’re celebrating."

"Poppin every bottle in this bitch!!" Chris yelled as he laughed. "Where you at Bri?" I laughed.

"Nigga chill out.." She laughed. "You only popped one bottle."

"Don’t kill my vibe, Dee. Don’t kill it.."

"So yeah, nigga popped some Champagne and shit.." Dominique laughed.

"Must be having fun then?" I laughed.

"Fact that the bottle is almost empty and I caught a little buzz…" She paused. "Yeah, I’m having a little fun." She giggled.

"Wait…But you don’t drink."

"Worst mistake.." She laughed.

"You’re terrible!!" I laughed as well.

"You know you love this terribleness!"

"Yeah…maybe." I laughed.

After I got off the phone with Dominique’s crazy ass, my mom asked if I wanted to go grocery shopping with her. I jumped up and got ready, that nigga ain’t finna have me cramped up in this house all damn week. NO SIR!


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